I’m not a blogger.  I do these blogs to let you know I am still alive……….   Basically, it’s like this:  I am still restricted to NY, still finding out who I am, miss everyone and working diligently.  I’m creating a piece of software that is in harmony with nature to help organize and simplify our lives.  Hope you understand why I have fallen out of touch.

My case has been delayed again until Jan.   Sorry for these delays.  Although, keeping me on this leash really creates time for the building of my charter.  Hence, my connection with you will be stronger when I am free.   In the meantime, remember -  you are what you think about most.  Set your thoughts and good intentions on your burning desire.  Things will workout, as they always do.   Also, separate the chit chat from the real as you find your flow.  Miss you all more than that one time.

Happy Holiday for real and thank you for checking in…..   Peace, -e

The power of intention is a critical factor in all areas of life.  Each of us has a gift….a special purpose that we can alone give to the world.  This comes from our deep intentions.  If you can realize that you are connected to a network of coincidences, this will allow you to access your true potential.  When a coincidence happens, don’t ignore it….Ask yourself what is the message here?  Focus on your sight, taste, hearing, touch, and smell… When are you are more sensitive to your environment you will be more sensitive to messages coming your way.  Start to follow them for real.

Be selfish for a minute.  If you feel like correcting someone or pointing out a flaw of theirs….stop….it’s more important to use that energy for your own happiness and improving yourself.  Let people go for a sec…you can’t change the world by criticism.  It is a big enough job to improve yourself.  If we all work on ourselves we will experience true synchronicity…I am very excited to share the software we have been designing.  I won’t waste your time>>> promise… I gotchu -e

When you’re feeling negative, you’re actually quite close to feeling positive. The moment you are able to identify negative energy and toxicity in yourself…. you are just one step away from experiencing positive and healing energy.

This may all sound lame.. But I have been practicing it.. I realize I file energy under “negative” when in pain.  One’s pain can stem from a deep rooted issue of insecurity, trust, health, childhood or poor communication.  Everyone has a deep rooted issue.  What if everyone exposed their deep rooted issue. (I will get into this in the future)

In conclusion, it is often hard to find time in modern day society to properly file energy.  Many of us are busy trying to survive.  I am in the process of figuring out … What really matters?

Check the tune below.  This guy is sick.  I am in process of giving a bunch of my possessions away.  They have been cramping my creativity.  As you grow older, you tend to accumulate more possessions that weigh you down.  I recommend occasionally taking time to shed the weight and be free.  Even if it means sitting on a bare floor in your house.  This just may be the setting you need to figure out what you truly want.  I am going a little over board at this time in my life.  I have realized most of this shit I own really doesn’t make me happy.  I need music, good food and chill smart friends.

More stoked than ever… just to have my headphones and allow my mind to imagine and create a new website.  The site will be entertaining yet inspiring.  We are excited to share this with many and have good intentions.

Take time to shed some weight when you get the opportunity.  Not having to worry or maintain unnecessary possessions will give your mind time to travel in different and farther directions.  This experience will bring priceless gifts in the future.  Trust me.  I gotchu.  Peace, -e

Yes, I have Adventure Deficit Disorder.   Most of my grades where C+ as a kid.  Class was mostly boring and slow for my attention.  I had visions of much more exciting concepts.  What was being written on the chalk board didn’t cut it.  I must say, there where several teachers I will never forget.   They taught lessons for life.  I will thank them again when the time is right.

At the moment, I am preparing my mind and and soul for the next phase of life.  Earlier this year, a very wise woman told me…..”You are entering your Saturn Return which we all have.”

SATURN RETURN =======

The Saturn Return is an astrological phenomenon that occurs at the ages of 27-30, 58-60, and finally from 86-88, coinciding with the time it takes the planet Saturn to make one orbit around the sun. It is believed by astrologers that as Saturn “returns” to the degree in which it occupied at the time of birth—approximately every 29.5 years—a person crosses over a major threshold and into the next stage of life. With the first Saturn Return, a person leaves youth behind and enters adulthood. With the second Return, maturity. And the third and usually final Return, a person enters wise old age.

The first Saturn Return is famous because it represents the first test of character and the structures a person has built their lives upon. According to traditions, should these structures be unsound or that a person is living out of touch with his or her true values, the Saturn Return will be a time of upheaval and limitations as Saturn forces him or her to jettison old concepts and worn out patterns of living. It is not uncommon for relationships and jobs to end during this time of life restructuring and reevaluation.

But the Saturn Return is not all about painful endings. During this time astrologers note that goals are consolidated and people tend to gain a better vision of where they are going in life. There are added responsibilities and a person may reap the rewards from his or her hard work. Many major life milestones seem to happen around the ages of 29 and 30. This is why astrologers believe that the thirtieth birthday is such a major rite of passage because it marks the true beginning of adulthood, self-evaluation, independence, ambition, and self actualization.

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Please know that I am more excited than ever to enter the next phase of life.  Many good people will be incorporated into the Adventure planned in my mind.  Being stuck in upstate NY is meant to be.  It is allowing me to find my true purpose.  I look forward to sharing with many in the near future.   The new website design should be complete by the end of Sept….  Then we begin development sage.

Peace and Love for real.. Thank You.. -e

I am stoked more each day for the new AWMTV.  I have to be real with this and go with my gut.  I won’t be able to appeal to everyone.  Some of you many despise the direction I am going to take this.  I refuse to be fake and appeal to everyone.  The truth make initially tweak you.  Although, what I’m developing is going to be sick and help many.  It’s being done to share what should have been exposed at the same time as “go to school and get a good job”.

I am actually not all the brains of this.  I have a couple others on the case with me.  This team fills in many of the gaps I miss.  I have the dream and now the team and theme are slowly coming together.  This process is a clean rush of positive energy that will be maintained and shared.

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Brosives… be real with a girl when you first meet her.  Don’t open the car door for her and shower her with gifts unless you plan on doing it for the rest of your life.  When you try to go above and beyond off the bat, she will expect this in the future.  When you don’t meet her expectations in future she will be disappointed.  Be yourself from day one to avoid future disappointments.   I see too many people do what they think is expected of them instead off what they feel.  If you are not yourself in the beginning you will suffer greatly down the road.  You can only maintain being fake for so long before you fold.  Stay true to yourself and eventually you will meet someone with same values as you.

Peace out cub scout,

-e

What do you want to be?  I dare to tell the truth.

As you grow, you may fall in love and start a family.  Once you start a family your passions can sometimes be left on the side burner.   I see too many people toss their passion in exchange for love.  Is it possible to have both?   Telling your love what they want to hear instead of the truth will kill you nice and slow.  In order to be accepted, just look deeper and find people with your values.  This takes energy, stay healthy and you will find them.

I dare you to tell the truth.  Most won’t tell the truth because they are afraid of rejection.   A lie will win you instantaneous gratification and cause never ending pain.  Telling the truth is a slow and steady route of success.  Weather you are dating or married…come correct out of the gate unless you want to spend your life covering tracks.  If you’re already down a deep road of lies……….    ask yourself why you lied.  Did you do it to be accepted, get something or protect yourself?   None of these reasons are good excuses.

The communication platform I’m designing will help you reveal the truth.

Peace out cub scout,

truth or dare

Guys, if you just met a girl you dig……. don’t be a chameleon just so you can sleep with her.  You are wasting time.  Tell her the truth from day one.  If she doesn’t like it, don’t sweat it, the next one will be better.

Your going to end up wanting the sex again and have uphold the original lies you told to get it.  Step back and jerk off until the right one comes or find one that only wants temp sex.  Don’t act like your on a job interview when you meet her..  Lame..

Look forward to the future….. i should have video blogs up within a week.

Peace and love,

-e

This recent action in my life is causing the greatest and steadiest reaction I have ever delivered.  What I’m developing will bring a smile to my face when you experience it.  Trust me on this… I gotchu

Peace and Love,

-e

P.S.   …   what is wealth?